I am a 29 yo male from Atlanta, and am married to a wonderful wife and two lovely children. I am in a very emotional and sometimes suicidal state of mind right now. My wife and I just recently was blessed with a beautiful baby girl on June 2, 2009. We are struggling financially, for I am the only one working. Sometimes I want to kill myself because of the trials that I am going through. It's like nothing is going right, and I often question God on why this is happening to us. The bible says "don't put any gods before Me". I have really done that alot lately, with me playing the lottery, to get that quick money. I think that God wants me to play, but I know that I am wrong. I am asking prayer right now for me as I am going through my struggles financially and with my marriage. My wife, over the years, as dropped the dreaded "D" word. We have a long, long, history together. From me putting my hands on her, to her catchin!g me chatting with other women online, we have had our battles. I love her and don't wanna lose her. I admit that I am totally wrong in those situations. I wanna be prosperous and be able to provide for my family, in Jesus name. Please keep me and my family in your prayers. Thank you and God bless.
Location = Conley(Atlanta), Ga